I can let my life pass me by, or I can get down and try

I actually had a few hours to myself tonight. 

It was very refreshing.

I sat on my deck & ate NY cheesecake with sliced mangos,

a glass of riesling, and Maxwell on Itunes.

Life will work itself out.

Kravitz

One of the sexist men alive.  No doubt.

*swoon*

all the gold & the guns in the world couldn't get you off

This is the best remix of this song ever. Lovelovelove.

And maybe this time we will be fine, or else tomorrow will be lost...

Elle nude pumps/Kohls

Waterfront DT Portland

Doin it dirty- Barracuda

Punch Bowl Falls

Gap kids charms/bracelet- for an older Harper <3

F21 necklace (yes I really bought it & plan on killin it)

F21 everything/ metallic wet n wild polish

Little snippet of my life from the past few weeks.  Shopping to make myself feel better. 

Everything is crazy as usual and most days I feel like I'm at a constant breaking point. 

I can't break though, I have somebody depending on me. 

Things always get better.

click it

say what you mean and mean what you say

Long island on the top floor. Nice.

View from PCG.

I <3 Portland.

Had a lovely Thursday catching up with a couple long time friends at PCG.  Great happy hour, great long islands, great appetizers, great company.  I swear I wasn't there by myself, I just have no pictures of them together.  Boo.  Then it was off to Rontoms with Katie & that was a night, let me tell you.  Tequila will do it to ya every time. 

Had to throw in a pic of the boo on Easter Sunday.  I wasn't even going to put together an easter basket, but I'm so glad I did.  It made me feel so much better about my motherly skills.  Haha. 

Good night <3



Look at me now....

Dinner at Bugatti's with nugget for my mom's husbands 72085th birthday....or something.

The meat was bomb, the veggies...bomb, wine bomb, potatoes/sauce....bleh.

I'd still eat it again.

I bought  new bathing suit at H&M today.  It's sex.  Time to work it out for summer.  Fuhreaalzz.



Set fire to the rain...

Adele/Ellie Goulding/Aaliyah....all on serious repeat.

Feeling a little down lately.

Tired of stressing about money, tired of stressing about my future,

stressing about feeling homeless,

definitely tired of stressing men.

I hate waiting for things to happen.  I want everything done

now, now, now.

Patienence is a virtue, but I'm sorry I don't give a shit about virtue.

My friend came down last weekend.  Here's a few pics

I'm a loser magnet, baby....

Feeling a bit overwhelmed at the man prospects in my life, or lack there of?

I think I'm attracting boys, lacking men.

I feel like I'm at a weird point in my life.  Like an inbetween. 

Do I start dating?  Am I supposed to still be sad?

Is he dating?  Is he sad?

I'm trying to keep myself occupied 24/7.

It's a little exhausting but between work, school, nugget, friends...

I don't have a lot of time to stress it.

My friends coming down from Seattle this weekend so I'm sure it'll

be a crazy time with lots of pics to come! YAY!

Feel it in my bones

"Fall in love or fall in hate.
Get inspired or be depressed.
Ace a test or flunk a class.
Make babies or make art.
Speak the truth or lie and cheat.
Dance on tables or sit in the corner.
Life is divine chaos. Embrace it.
Forgive yourself. Breathe.
And enjoy the ride...."
 (solbeam)  

Just a little snippet of my life from the past month or so. 

So much to drink, so little time.