Tis the season

For tacky Christmas nails....

4 am

What I'm listening to....

1. Kelly Rowland- 'When love takes over'
2. Adele- 'He wont go' (yes, I'm sick of her too but this song KILLS)
3. J.Cole- 'Work it out'
4. Kyla La Grange- 'Been better'
5. Rihanna ft. Jay-Z- 'Talk that talk'
6. Robyn- 'Get myself together'
7. Dirty Vegas- 'Changes'
8. Monifah- 'Touch it'
9. Melanie Fiona- 'It kills me' (hot guy from csi in vid...YEAA!)
10. Robin Thicke- 'Love after war' (hot vid gahh)

I'm Alive!

Ignore that last post.  How depressing!  I like how when I'm having a bad day/week/month I take it out on my blog and sound ultra depressing/ungrateful.  Life is a bitch, I need to get over it.  What do I expect?  Money to rain from the sky?  To drink mass amounts of tequila, have unprotected sex, and NOT be 9 months pregnant before I know it?  It's easy to let the moment (and my crazy emotions) get the best of me. 

Things I'm currently loving:

• Bullet points
• Harper (I cant wait to be best friends)
• Crisp winter days with no rain
• How lucky I am to have the people in my life that I do
• Kaskade ft Neon Trees- Lessons in love
• Being an independant woman
• Infinity scarves
• My crazy sex life
• Christmas trees & vanilla scented candles
• The pearl district at night
• Stumbleupon
• Tequila (i love to hate)
• Boyce Avenue
• $1 pregnancy tests
• World Market

I am 100% uncertain about my future, and completely terrified.  I have to remind myself though that God never gives you more challenges/obstacles than you can actually handle.  I am constantly learning and growing from my never ending mistakes.  Every day I am reminded by my daughter why I need to move forward, why I need to prove people wrong, and why I can do anything in the world that I want to do.