Feb 24, 2012

sour by the minute but you're sweeter by the hour

What I'm Listening To:

JoJo- Marvins room (her mix)
Wale- Lotus Flower Bomb
Drake- The Ride ft. The Weeknd
John Mayer- Gravity
Band of Skulls- Sweet Sour
Gotye- Somebody that I used to know
Little Hurricane- Haunted Heart

My life feels as all over the place as this playlist.  I'm seeing someone new, I'm in a new place, I'm going to be moving out of my new place, Harper is almost 2, my job blows nuts, I never have enough time for my friends, plans for vegas, no plans for vegas, failing school, not failing school.  Who has time for it all?!?! I don't know how I'm ever supposed to accomplish anything, or when I'm ever supposed to be able to breathe.  But maybe breathing is overrated?  Christ.  I just want 2 weeks in Bora Bora, is that too much to ask?!? With a nanny, ok and a lot of alcohol, ok and a hot bod n new boobs, oh and friends.  Sounds perfectly acceptable to me.  I cannot wait for Summer.  I can't wait for some vitamin C and sunshine in my life.  Maybe it will lift me out of this funk I'm feeling.  Funk sounds depressing, I'm not depressed.  My life is crazy and I wouldn't have it any other way.  I'm just tired of the clouds, and the rain.  I want to wear my new swimsuit and get drunk on the river, pass out, and wake up with an epic sunburn.  That's all.  Okay I'm rambling.  I'll end with a picture of my daughter who is going to be 20 times cooler than I'll ever be.  <3 her.