Feel it in my bones

"Fall in love or fall in hate.
Get inspired or be depressed.
Ace a test or flunk a class.
Make babies or make art.
Speak the truth or lie and cheat.
Dance on tables or sit in the corner.
Life is divine chaos. Embrace it.
Forgive yourself. Breathe.
And enjoy the ride...."
 (solbeam)  

Just a little snippet of my life from the past month or so. 

So much to drink, so little time.

Feeling the itch.....

No, I don't have fleas.  I'm feeling the itch to travel!  However, travelling with a 9 month baby is nearly impossible.  Almost as impossible as getting someone to watch your 9 month old baby while you travel.  *SIGH* 

Never take your freedom for granted. Seriously.  I can say 150% that I took it for granted before I had a baby.  Not that she isn't everything to me & more.  I just, I don't know.  Sometimes I feel the need to break free and have some 'ME' time.  Without having to worry about changing a poopy diaper, or refilling a bottle. 

I can't complain though.  Other than the intense drama & anxiety that I've been feeling about going through this breakup & having to learn how to make it on my own...I'm feeling a great sense of freedom and relief.  It's like, I can do this.  I have been tied down for 3 years with all sorts of sad/mixed feelings, and now I can just let it go.  

Just breathe.  Just be a good mother, good friend, good daughter, good person.

I have a million pics to post, things to say, but so little time....

I will get my own computer one of these weeks & be able to put more time into this thing.